主题：【原创】早年对自杀的想法 -- 大懒虫1号

也许每个人都考虑过生死的问题，我也思考过，也跟朋友谈论过。我觉得人的生命有时是很脆弱的，不是我们自己可以决定得了的。

一个朋友的妈妈今天要做手术，因为脊柱上长了肿瘤，这几天朋友总是焦急得难以入睡，对这种高危手术忐忑不安。她说妈妈平时是多么注意锻炼身体，多么注意饮食，几乎连感冒都没有的，现在却面临生死抉择。这时候人显得那么脆弱无奈。

我觉得既然我们现在活着就让自己活得快乐，将来是难以预测的。珍惜身边的亲人，珍惜与他们在一起的现在。

我的朋友送给我一首歌：

Don't give up

in this proud land we grew up strong

we were wanted all along

I was taught to fight, taught to win

I never thought I could fail

no fight left or so it seems

I am a man whose dreams have all deserted

I've changed my face, I've changed my name

but no one wants you when you lose

don't give up

'cos you have friends

don't give up

you're not beaten yet

don't give up

I know you can make it good

though I saw it all around

never thought I could be affected

thought that we'd be the last to go

it is so strange the way things turn

drove the night toward my home

the place that I was born, on the lakeside

as daylight broke, I saw the earth

the trees had burned down to the ground

don't give up

you still have us

don't give up

we don't need much of anything

don't give up

'cause somewhere there's a place

where we belong

rest your head

you worry too much

it's going to be alright

when times get rough

you can fall back on us

don't give up

please don't give up

'got to walk out of here

I can't take anymore

going to stand on that bridge

keep my eyes down below

whatever may come

and whatever may go

that river's flowing

that river's flowing

moved on to another town

tried hard to settle down

for every job, so many men

so many men no-one needs

don't give up

'cause you have friends

don't give up

you're not the only one

don't give up

no reason to be ashamed

don't give up

you still have us

don't give up now

we're proud of who you are

don't give up

you know it's never been easy

don't give up

'cause I believe there's the a place

there's a place where we belong